To someone who will not see this,

 Hi.. . I hope you are doing great. Especially about your career life. I saw so many achievements that you got. I'm really proud of you. But I feel a little sad, cause I wasn't there with you to share that happiness.

Don't know whether you've got a significant other or not. I know how hard is that to live without a partner for you. You are really afraid to be lonely. Maybe the reason is you are too sensitive. If you are still alone, let's find a suitable partner for you quickly. But if you already have someone,... yeah, it hurts me. It hurts me because you found someone without telling me. I need to know about everything in your life. Because once you used to be my life. 

I am dark, but you are fair in complexioned. I am really less than you in age, experience, and knowledge.  And also, I'm still in doubt why you got obsessed with me. I'm really not clear about your feelings. You are the one who first told me that you like me a lot. However, I saw that your eyes were agitated like an ocean on the day we met after a long time. I saw how hard you smiled and saw a hidden pain. I saw how hard you tried to hide your tension. I felt the sigh that we exhaled at the same time.  But I never said yes to you and I never told you that I love you like you did. But I'm sure that I'm hugely addicted to you and I love you as much as you can't tolerate. I don't like you for real. But I love you more than you did to me. 

Imagine a life that we live together. I'd learn guitar and many musical instruments from you. We'd be singing together while grabbing a coffee on a rainy evening with your guitar. We'd be watching movies together and spend time in bookshops and talk hours and hours about the earth, life, and people.

I'm telling this again. I seriously don't like you. But I got lost in front of you and I took the time to find myself.

But, what about the new year, Christmas and Vesak festival. I love to make lots of changes during the Sinhala and Tamil new year by celebrating it. But you don't care about those cultural events. I love to make Christmas trees and Vesak lanterns. But you don't.  Our life would be a mess if we live together at that point. 

You never believe anything besides scientifically proven concepts. That is why you cannot understand the number of your lovely thoughts and the power of love. I'm not like that. I always believe that this universe is full of powerful secrets that we can never know. So, I know that love is the most powerful feeling in this universe. 

We have never hugged, kissed, or held hands. But you don't know how many times I have cried by remembering you and I always cared about you but never hated you. Love has nothing physical. I have experienced it.

You are the earth. I am the sky. We will always be watching us together, forever, But we never tie this knot. Otherwise, people will die by the explosion of the earth to join the sky. I don't want to happen that. 

You and I have spent together so many lives. This time we will not spend it together, but I met you. That is enough. We will not meet again in any lives. This is the last term that we meet.

Please my love, be good and happy. Start to believe in yourself and the powerful universe. You deserve so much better, no matter how much you've already got. As a person who knows you a lot all I need to say is you are one of the greatest talents owners but you need to change some perspectives. Be more than this. 

I don't know about the place that I own in your heart. Maybe you are still thinking about your favorite ex-girlfriend that you used to tell me about.  Or, you have found a one. I'm expecting nothing back from you but to make your life better. 

I know you are not seeing this, but I hope however you may see this. 

No need to say love you. You may already know that. Just find your happiness and be kind to everyone.

Bye!

- that one who loved you the most